Green Day - 21st Century Breakdown

moved

oh hello its been a while since anything significant was said - amount of entries have lacked in frequency due to overwhelming schedule. it's been a stomachache.

updates:
- soon, soon, we'll be happier and it'll be more than ok
- print is over, have moved back into former production group. oh joyful, joyful
- we played with plasticine today, singing national day songs. uh, and old mariah carey


top (from left) - Cherriann "The Altar" Wong, Darryn "Cursemaster" Lim, NurDiana "Diva" Kamal, Amelia "The Editor" Lee, Jason "Boboi" Haw
bottom (from left) - Dawn "Pomegranate" Lo, Jazreel "Gigi" Teo, Mawar "PongPong" Hassan and yours truly ...The Godbedah

tetek goreng is abandoned, bapak kau is not so gila anymore and it looks like our mother has taught us stuff. AAAAAAACKCHERLIE it wasn't so bad and we were elected to lead. Not to read. Spiderpig went away to do his own stuff, the stuff spiderpig does.

- HEYLOOO DAWN. WHY YOU LOOKING AT ME BLOGGING.
"I'm bored," she whines
"I don't whine I just said I'm bored"

ok random.
Her ringtone says "If you want to be happy for the rest of your life, never make a pretty woman your wife. So from my personal point of view, get another girl to marry you,"



- am not going to be working soon.
oh boo, i wish i didn't have to leave
anyone looking for a part time job in the North East area?

- i feel the end is near.
did you know I cry to "Home"? A' ah, that National Day song.

this is nuraini.
she is my friend.

i do not get to see nuraini often. she studies across the causeway and only make occasional visits home. even then, her arrival usually comes unannounced and my other friends and i would scurry to make plans to meet her.

nuraini was always quite the romantic. the above image fits well into the many picturesque daydreams she used to speak of (mind the muddy beach though. huhu.) nuraini had a lot to speak about, actually. but then again all Milah's have a becok nature imbibed in them.

we called her by a variety of names. she wanted to be called poket ajaib (magic pockets ala Doraemon) and Abang Gincu called her Paini. I was jealous. once the Milahtant movement started picking up speed, she jumped aboard the bandwagon as Srikandi Pedas.

nuwai and i, along with a few others, used to go for tutoring at kembangan. we would travel from tampines to kembangan in our ill fitting uniforms and walk along naked drains littered with nothing but specks of green. she used to wear this huge grey bag, with her long ponytail swishing as she bonded along school. nuwai used to have a cat too. her name was molly.

the last time we met, she greeted me with a sleazy kiss on the cheek, floating around the house like she was walking on air. she spoke animatedly the way she does, manja voice like a sleepy kitten and her slender hands flapping in the air. her eyes were glazed over though and never truly met mine the way i remembered them to. i asked her if she was high.

aiyah but no lah, silly me. she wasnt high, she was just..uh. married.

am currently unable to differentiate between feeling placid, peaceful, absolutely fine and feeling violently overwhelmed.
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nak kata opocot tak sengaja pon.. bukan tak sengaja. walaupun sesungguh-sungguhnya aku tak mahu pandang belakang aku terpandang belakang jugak. Aiseh bedah, bunuh diri sudah.

There's a mass without roofs. There's a prison to fill. There's a countrys soul that reads post no bills. There's a strike and a line of cops outside of tha mill. There's a right to obey. And a right to kill. - RATM, calm like a bomb

So last night my phone rang, and I heard Justin start to talk. no Hi, no Hello...he just went straight to saying..

Ain't another woman that can take your spot my-
ah, ape kau nak?
If I wrote you a symphony,
ish buat ape seh.
Just to say how much you mean to me
just say la no need stylo milo
If I told you you were beautiful
ah bedek
Would you date me on the regular
can ah sometimes
Well, baby I've been around the world
penipu haram seh kau
But I ain't seen myself another girl
kau buta pe
This ring here represents my heart
wah ur heart so small. so shiny
But there's just one thing I need from you
i know la what u want. cannot.
Yeah, because I can see us holding hands
wah berangan?
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
i wear sandals k
I can see us on the countryside
kampung eh
Sitting on the grass, laying side by side
hey girl cannot touch boy
You could be my baby, let me make you my lady
you want to give birth to me kia?
Girl, you amaze me
tu pasal kau buang tebiat
Ain't gotta do nothing crazy
see? buang tebiat.
See, all I want you to do is be my love
masuk minang ah ape lagi.

ah cakap pasal kawin teros dia diam. dasar jantan keparat.